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Spread My Wings & Fly to The Land of Aichizu




Tuesday, March 10, 2009 ; 12:54 PM ♥


Recieve Quote of the day from my colleauge. Seems like a very true statement.

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Friday, March 06, 2009 ; 4:05 PM ♥


Wedesday, Thursday & Friday.

Have the same food as lunch..
Which is a malay style dish called Arca Sayur.
It Contains cucumber, carrots, Onion & Pineapple.
Its yummy, cheap but not filling.
I am hungry now.. but yet i am so broke T.T
I wonder what can i eat for dinner tonight?
or should i skip meals again?

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Tuesday, March 03, 2009 ; 11:49 AM ♥


I am HUNGRY ... WTH

When it comes makan time i am not hungry anymore -,-

when not makan time i am hungry..

grrrrrrrrr

my makan time had been mixed up with my job.

when breakfast didnt eat.. bz working how 2 eat wor ><

lunch time.. eat later or didnt eat again, most of the time didnt eat lar xD

tea time .. eat abit or also didnt eat most of the time make coffee only lar :P

dinner time.. eat later when supper time or dont eat at all

supper.. eat cos dinner didnt eat or dun care at all already..

but once i eat i eat like a pig ><>people call it.

not that i don't want to eat is no appetite and no money T.T

friends around me has been nagging me like grandmother

and some even force me 2 eat.. T.T

funny~ when i feed kiddos to eat that time i am hungry but i only can eat after i done with them.

aihzzzzzzzz.. sienz

when finished with them i dun wanna eat already lu~

@.@

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Monday, March 02, 2009 ; 10:20 AM ♥


Its the month of March.

Times passed faster than all the previous years i have.

I've finally i have the chance to get 1 step closer to my aim, however before i made any major decision i'll try to seek for second opinion, even i got rejected i am gonna try my luck again. =)

I am so happy that i have people around me are supportive and encourging me for the things i am working on rite now.

I am happy that i met new people and friends that were so helpful and kind to me whenever i seek for help or assistance.

I met back some of my old friends during the weekend. Most of them say i lose weight.
But i dont think i lose any. Been eating like a pig now days..

I wish that my dreams would come true, and if i do i will be the happiest girl who owns something that she deserve it.

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Thursday, February 26, 2009 ; 10:29 AM ♥



If I Were A Boy lyrics




If I were a boy even just for a day
I'd roll out of bed in the morning
And throw on what I wanted
And go drink beer with the guys

And chase after girls
I'd kick it with who I wanted
And I'd never get confronted for it
'Cause they stick up for me

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man

I'd listen to her
'Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
'Cause he's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

If I were a boy
I would turn off my phone
Tell everyone it's broken
So they'd think that I was sleeping alone

I'd put myself first
And make the rules as I go
'Cause I know that she'd be faithful
Waiting for me to come home, to come home

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man

I'd listen to her
'Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
'Cause he's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

It's a little too late for you to come back
Say it's just a mistake
Think I'd forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You thought wrong

But you're just a boy
You don't understand
And you don't understand, oh
How it feels to love a girl
Someday you wish you were a better man

You don't listen to her
You don't care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
'Cause you're taking her for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
But you're just a boy

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Tuesday, February 17, 2009 ; 9:38 PM ♥


Thank you for all the birthday wishes
Thank you for all the lovely pressie
Thank you for spending time to meet up with me.

On 8th Feb 2009
Thank you Hon, Rac, Jess, CK & Nic for the present
also Hon thanks for the superb taste HD Cake.

On 9th Feb 2009
I would like to thanks Kokorobox Memeber's who willing to come to me & bubbles birthday dinner. Unfortunally that day Bubbles grandmother was admitted to hospital and she was unable to join us.

Secondly i would like to thank Cody for accepting all the gift on behalf of Bubbles.


On 10th Feb 2009
Darling I appreciate for all the things you did for me, for bringing me all the way to get my IC and stuff to be done and also thank you for postponing your schedule just for me.
Darling also thank you for bringing me around and send me home safely.

On 11th Feb 2009
Thank you for my bro Jeff, Weng & Penny for treating me dinner & it does make my day.

On 12th Feb 2009.
Thanks KC for the gift dispite what i told you, you're still a great friend of mine.

I would also like to thank my lovely colleague as they gave me a surprise Birthday Cake and not to mention the lil red packet that my boss gave me.

Thanks sweetheart for bringing me to Ninja Jones, the ambeince was nice and the food was fantastic. Something that i would not forget.

2nd round yum cha,
thanks for all the wishes

13rd Feb 2009
tbu later muahahahahhaha

14th Feb 2009
Went to KLCC and shop for my Birthday & Valentine present ;)
also went Pavalion for dinner. No plan and called up some kakies
Suppose to go for No Black Tie but it was kinda pack and our group was too big
so end up we went Poppy for a night out~ heheheheh

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Monday, January 05, 2009 ; 6:10 PM ♥


it has a hectic year end i am having
busy, confused, lost, crazy, happy and growing mushroom
cant believe that i could be like that
people does change according to the situation and experience
i've been missing for few days & its good to start busy with stuff
i'll be looking forward more good things to come :)

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Thursday, December 18, 2008 ; 4:07 PM ♥


sorry this is a stupid post of mine

i am pondering on should i or should not?

confused with the current problem that i'm having over here.

i usually don't let the whole world know what happen to me unless it resolved

more over i dun like 2 argue or have a fight especially with a lot of people around

yet i dun trust humans cos they would change

i even don't trust myself

but once i make a decision i'll stand by my words

i am open so suggestion i need inspiration and not negotiation

life?

haha farnee

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Tuesday, December 02, 2008 ; 5:11 PM ♥


Been busy tired and confused lately~

i want to take a break

a break that i can to do what ever i want and when ever i want

its December again~ i shall wait for the day

i shall jz walk away for a moment for my own good and relaxed a while.

till the time comes, it has been a ................ ~

if u cant get me, dont get me den~

days have been dark and nothing gonna change

the path of the road is not clear

dont know what to do

btw the way happy birthday kx kor. its ur birthday today

tomorrow happy birthday christina darling

thanks for being there

next happy birthday james ^^ been a while since i last visit u

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Tuesday, November 18, 2008 ; 11:00 AM ♥


"The Winner Takes It All"




I don't wanna talk
About the things we've gone through
Though it's hurting me
Now it's history
I've played all my cards
And that's what you've done too
Nothing more to say
No more ace to play

The winner takes it all
The loser standing small
Beside the victory
That's her destiny

I was in your arms
Thinking I belonged there
I figured it made sense
Building me a fence
Building me a home
Thinking I'd be strong there
But I was a fool
Playing by the rules

The gods may throw a dice
Their minds as cold as ice
And someone way down here
Loses someone dear
The winner takes it all
The loser has to fall
It's simple and it's plain
Why should I complain.

But tell me does she kiss
Like I used to kiss you?
Does it feel the same
When she calls your name?
Somewhere deep inside
You must know I miss you
But what can I say
Rules must be obeyed

The judges will decide
The likes of me abide
Spectators of the show
Always staying low
The game is on again
A lover or a friend
A big thing or a small
The winner takes it all

I don't wanna talk
If it makes you feel sad
And I understand
You've come to shake my hand
I apologize
If it makes you feel bad
Seeing me so tense
No self-confidence
But you see
The winner takes it all
The winner takes it all...



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Monday, November 17, 2008 ; 2:27 PM ♥



Regine Velasquez / Jacky Cheung - In Love With You


One of my favorite love song. Its so sweet wub~ *blush*

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Tuesday, November 04, 2008 ; 12:01 PM ♥


Heart Talk @ Kokorobox.Net <-Click here for more

I would like to say thank you for those who came to the trip with us. It was fun having you all around and sorry if i did any mistake or shouted at you please forgive me.*I know many people hated me cos I force you all to wake up* really sorry all I want is everyone to eat their breakfast together as breakfast is the most important meal of the day beside that some of them is going back without eating lunch with us so that would be our last gathering for all before heading lunch and home* Thank you KC for took the trouble looking for walkie talkie and to ensure the group was in order when we drove there not to mention ferry me around to get things done. Many thanks to

Kenny for helping me to get those food from my cheras house and thank you for being the last car to ensure no one was left behind.

Thank you for all the drivers who drove us there and ferry us around.

Thank you for all the helpers who help me to prepare the food.

Keiko & Kate - Thanks for helping out on the garlic bread

Yuyue - You're the greatest, thanks for keep on helping me to prepare the food. Without you around i would not be able to prepare so fast.

Kenny & Ivy- Thank you for preparing the drinks for everyone. Sorry i couldn’t help much.

Ayashi, Jarsanki, KianFai, Skye, Kc & Those who helped out – Thanks for starting the fire of the BBQ and not to be forgotten those who help us cook especially the chef of the night

Thomas TY and Skye. You all did a great job 2Thumbs Up

Clinston, Rox & Kate – Thank you for keeping more than 10 people busy with Mafia, It was a great game and it was our time killer during the whole night.

Tingting, Estee, Lysa – It was nice having you 3 around, sorry I didn’t have enough time to keep up with 3 of you.

DanielAngel – Thanks for being so noisy while driving I guess it was a good way to wake up those driver who is sleepy.

Silverhawk – Thanks for maintaining the site, without you Kbox wont be up again and Thanks for risking your life going back KL :P

David – Thanks for coming really appreciate you to help me fetch so many food and stuff. As some of them say please drive carefully. I don’t want anything to happen to you or to anyone.

Kelvin aka Bling- Thank you for coming even your grandma is not feeling that well

Connie, Jennifer, Chai Ling, Jack & Miss Jolinz :P– Thanks for coming I hope you all have a great time. I hope I would see you all more often.

Rukawa, Tomo & Carrie – Thanks for coming yourself from KL, it was nice to meet you Tomo & Carrie. Thanks Uncle for dropping by it has been a while since I last saw you.

Ahwai – Thanks for being there when we go for shopping and paying on behalf of me and thanks for helping me pour salt & pepper when I marinate those chicken (haha)

LK – Thanks for being there and entertain most of the forumers.

Karipop– Thank you for taking our group pic before we go back.

Vinspire – Thank you for permitting me to organize this gathering without your support I don’t think I can keep my spirit up for this birthday bash.

BBS- Thanks for helping out and thanks for brainstorming.

Christina – Thank you for assisting me in this whole event. Without you the event would be successful. Thanks darling *mucks

I am so sorry that the Treasure hunt was a mess as I only took less than 1 hour to brainstorm the game and I am so sorry that I cannot compile the marks as those paper has already thrown by people after I have my nap. Summimase..

Many thanks to those who clean up the whole mess at the house.

I remember got people complain there was not enough food? Really???
Btw we have alot of left over seafood and guess what?
When we reach home all the food has spoild and end up to the dustbin. I felt so guilty.

I hope all of you enjoy and have fun.

Please e-mail me all the pics of this 2days event to bebee@kokorobox.net and vinspire@kokorobox.net. TQ

Lots of Love,
Bebee@Kokorobox.net

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; 11:11 AM ♥


Kokorobox 3rd Annivasary Birthday Bash @Port Dickson on 11 OCT 2008




This would be a long and overdue post. Summimase

There were total of 37 people who attended the Birthday Bash.

1)Kcng

2)Bebee

3)Ahwai

4)Bubbles

5)Tingting

6)Bling/Kelvin

7)Kenny
8)Ivyman
9)Connie

10)ChaiLing*

11)Jennifer*

12)DanielAngel

13)Thomas

14)Naoty/ Ty

15)Kian Fai

16)Jasmine

17)Rox

18)Clinston

19)Yuyue

20)Kate*

21)Vinspire

22)Bulat

23)Karipop

24)LK

25)Jarsanki

26)Ayashi
27)Jolinz

28)Jack

29)David

30)BBS

31)Christina

32)Keiko

33)Silverhawk

34)Skye


Those not staying over

1) Rukawa
2) Tomo(Tomato)/David

3) Carrie


Our venue is located at Teluk Kemang, Port Dickson. We planned to leave at 2pm
but we leave KL at 2.30pm due to some inconvenience caused by Rox car, his car battery died so it was forgiven, he dont want it to happen either. Sorry ya peeps you all need to wait for so long.

We cruise from Seremban Highway toll with 8 Cars [Rukawa not included]

Finally we reach our destination place at 3.45pm

We divided the rooms and start our official Birthday Bash Nite with intro ourself to everyone so that we can know each other more.


Then we continue with a game aka Name rollcall where everyone need to memorise everyone names. I know it was hard for those who just joined us, but it would be good so that all of us at least know your name for the night..

I know some one was cheating using his 21st century gadgets to memorize peoples name.

After that We have our own leisure time till BBQ which is around 6.30pm

During BBQ there were many foods and not to mention many food was a waste as well. Now tell me Who complained that we dont have enough food to supply for 40 ppl.

I know the chicken is too salty xD. What do you aspect for marinated the chicken for 2 nights in a row xD. More over we overdos the pepper and salt. All thanks to AhWai.

We had treasure hunt as well. FYI those who dont know what is the treausre, photo would be posted up later.

Most of us didnt sleep for the whole night, we are busy playing mafia and keep eating & drinking non stop >< style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 640px; height: 480px;" src="http://i214.photobucket.com/albums/cc103/kcng1983/KBox%203rd%20BDay%20PD/IMG_1726.jpg" alt="" border="0">

Thanks to those lovely members who helped me to clean up and organize the house. We leave the banglow at 2.30 pm. We went for Curry Fish Head and at the same time we produce junior prettyboy.

Thanks to some cooperative kokorians who helped me during the birthday bash session.

More pics to update after i get all the pics from the camera man. Camera man please dun FFK the pics la T.T very hard to complie you know

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Monday, September 29, 2008 ; 4:23 PM ♥


3mo
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3mo
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3mo
3mo
3mo
3mo
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Anyone know what s 3mo?

3mo stand for E.M.O

how could i not be emo when i saw "those" words?

T.T

yet nothing could be done

emo everything i think about it

haihzzz

its totally out of my control

yet its happening to me.

-emo usagi-






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Monday, August 11, 2008 ; 11:13 AM ♥


i've been carving for alot of dvd movies lately
cant seems to have enough.
waiting my dear buddy to pass me more dvd
she say she got some good ones for dvd movie addict like me and my mum
went to redbox yesterday
sing k from 3pm - 9pm++
its cheaper from 7-10pm
cos 3-6pm its RM 20++ per person when till 6pm we add rm 10 for the buffet dinner which can be extend to 9pm or 10pm
6-10pm is already 38++ for sunday , friday, sat & PH would be 45++
total damage per person is RM45 which includes with those tidbits & all
i hope u all understand what i am typing haha
cos i am blur of myself
food there sux big time i should say me & my friend vomited & tummy ache
no more redbox lowyat next time for me
haha especially the buffet
perhaps another outlet would be good

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Saturday, August 09, 2008 ; 9:40 AM ♥


weather is so freaking hot during night times for the pass week
its making me so darn moody
and make me feel like wanna shout at everyone who makes me hot.
its the chinese month of july again
which even add me more moody. kns
why does we have to celebrate hungry ghost festival.
+ with the stupid stress that i get from my other superior outstation
is making me so miserable, moreover its my appraisal time for confirmation
so stress ><
didnt have a good night sleep
i wish i dun have to work and can watch dvd the whole day :p
sleep sleep :p online on9 :p play play :p bits bits :p love love :p masak masak :p & much more
buts its so impossible.
haha Ja ne

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Monday, July 21, 2008 ; 12:02 PM ♥


w h o - w a s - y o u r - l a s t

RULE 1: You opened this; you GOTTA take it.
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RULE 2: You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING
unless someone messages you and asks
.huh?!
Q: Like someone?
++ :)
.
Q: Kissed someone on your top friends?
++ :)
.
Q: Been arrested?
++no
.
Q: Been searched?
++ yes
.
Q: You love someone?
++ :)
.
Q: Been suspended from school?
++ no
.
Q: Sat on a roof top?
++ :)
.
Q: Broken a bone?
++ no
.
Q: Have shaved your head?
++ no
.
Q: Played a prank on someone?
++ :D
.
Q: Had/have a gym membership?
++ :)
.
Q: Shot a gun?
++ :)
.
Q: Donated Blood?
++ no.rejected because i need them too
______________________________
LAST PERSON YOU
.
1 You hung out with?
+ those who inmy office
.
2 Last person that you texted?
+ mr P
.
3 You were in a car with?
+ kc
.
4 Went to the movies with
+ 29 ppl
.
5 Went to the mall with?
+ mummy
.
6 Person you talked on the phone with?
+ customer
.
7 Person that called you?
+ customer
.
8 You messaged on myspace?
+ no
.
9 You talked to?
+ my colleagues
.
10 You miss?
+ :)
.
11 You hugged?
+ :)
_______________________________________
WOULD YOU??
.
1 Eat or drink?
+ drink and eat!so hungry
.
2 Be serious or be funny?
+ both
.
3 Drink whole milk or skimmed milk?
+ prefer low fat
.
4 Die in a fire or die getting shot?
+ noway
.
5 Go to the bar or to the beach
+ beach
_____________________________________
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY
.
1 Sun or moon?
+ moon
.
2 Winter or fall?
+ winter
.
3 Left or right?
+ right
.
4 Black and white or colored?
+ all
.
5 Where do you live?
+ earth
.
6 Do you wanna get married?
+ when the person and time is right
.
7 What is on your mind?
+ my files!where are they?!
.
8 Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it?
+ twirl
______________________________
IN THE LAST WEEK HAVE YOU
.
1 Kissed someone?
+ :)
.
2 Been hugged by someone?
+:)
.
3 Been poked by someone?
+ :)
.
Repost this as:
w h o - w a s - y o u r - l a s t

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Saturday, July 19, 2008 ; 11:37 AM ♥


emo emo emo emo emo emo

i hate period T.T

dam u pms


sobz

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Friday, July 18, 2008 ; 10:20 AM ♥


TIRED SLEEPY AND EXHAUSTED
I NEED SLEEP, I NEED REST, I NEED HOLIDAY
I NEED A WEEKEND GETAWAY
SIGH

ICE ICE BABY OPPS I MEAN BEACH BEACH BABY ^^

I KNOW THOSE STUFF I WANT IS SO NOT GOING TO COME TRUE
T.T

I HONESTLY MISS MY SATURDAY REST WHERE I CAN SLEEP TILL NOON :P AND MANAGE MY STUFF MORE

HAIH~
ITS HARD TO JUGGLE LIFE WORK STUDY AND 3HOUSE OR SHOULD I SAY 4?
I DONT HAVE TIME TO DO MY ASSINGMENT AT ALL
WORK PILE UP, ASSINGMENT PILE UP, ALL ASLO PILE UP

HOW GOOD IF I COULD HAVE 48 HOURS A DAY WITH 10 HOURS OF SLEEP.
REMAINING 38 HOURS
I GO TO WORK WHERE IT ALREADY TAKE ME 10 GOOD HOURS W/O COUNTING OT
+/- OT WILL BE ANOTHER 2 HOURS
WHERE ONLY WORK IS ALREADY 12 HOURS

REMAINING 26 HOURS

4 HOURS FOR MY PERSONAL STUFF
4 FOR MY LOVE
4 FOR MY LOVELY BIT BITS
4 FOR COOKING DINNER
4 FOR HOUSEWORK
4 FOR PAMPERING MYSELF

REMAINING 2 HOURS

TIME TO RELAX AND SLEEP


I CANT BEAT THE FACT THAT WE ONLY HAVE 24 HOURS

I ONLY SLEEP LESS DEN 8 HOURS

16 LEFT

WORK FOR 11 HOURS MOST OF THE TIME

5 MORE HOURS

TIME FOR MYSELF 2 HOURS
TIME FOR DINNER IF I DO MY OWN COOKING 2 HOURS

REMAINING 2 HOURS
TIME FOR MY RABBIT

IF I GO BACK TO MUM PLACE DINNER & SORT OUT THINGS WOULD BE ANOTHER 3 HOURS

1 HOUR TO GO BACK PJ

LEFT 1 HOUR LOL
PERHAPS START TO RELAX MYSELF & GO SLEEP IS THE BEST CHOISE

DAM I AM SO TIRED T.T
AM SO LUCKY COS MY BOSS NOT BACK FROM OUTSTATION YET
IF NOT I WOULD BE DOOMED

HAHA

ENOUGH OF SNAKING

BACK 2 WORK

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Thursday, July 03, 2008 ; 1:25 PM ♥


I am in a heat of spamming pictures all over my blog now. :p

all old pics haha

End of 2006 & beginning of 2007 - either Christmas/ New year @ sunway


End of 2006 around Nov @ Bangsar Village Restaurant de Ladies :p


Middle of 2006 @ Yoga Zone Cheras


October 2006 @ Midvalley


September 2006 @ Sungai Wang


Extream Night Bukit Jalil

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[[* Mii __

[[name]]Bebee
[[age]]22
[[b'dae]]12th Feb 1987
[[horoscope]]Aquarius
[[Fav.Colour]]Light blue, Light purple, light pink
[[e-mail(Msn)]]change... pls ask me

[[* Wishlist __

happiness
sweet
laughter
pass my exams with flying colours
New HP
home sweet home
world of our own
Digicam
IPOD 40GB
traveling
my mrRIGHT
Watch[got 1 but from ex bf]
dye n strighten hair[year end, bored with curls]
shopp for stuff i wan
someone will pay for my studies

[[* Loves __

my love's ones
travelling
cute cute stuff
pamper
music n movies
manga/comics
animes
hanging out wit friends
shopping wit friends
dancing
reading
swimming
shooting
joking
chocolate[mint,white n alcohol]
ice-cream[vanilla, rum rasins , tiramisu n chocomint]
jasmin tea
vanilla milk shake
ice lemon tea
korean bbq@hartamas
friends
cute animals
Jay chou
family
my sisters
my brothers
my honey/darlingz
marshmallows
hugs n kisses
light blue
light purple
black N white
suprise
sweet talk
have fun
foruming
love songs
love poems

[[*Hates __

[[* Chatterbox __

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