Last day of work…
I woke up with a terrible headache but I know I must get to work as it was my last day and of cause my early pay cheque day. Lol
The day it’s kinda quite until Melanie, my boss wife came by. She don’t know I was leaving until about lunch time where all of then are preparing to celebrate my farewell for me.
I wrote my farewell e-mail to all of them included to my big boss ex big boss in
Had my farewell party in office, its kinda lame but we cant go out all together as its office policies that we need someone to be in the office all times.
Had a lot of food, had a lot of conversation, laughter and tears going on today.
Me & Melanie (Boss wife)
Me & Joanna (the new secretary)
Me & Fatehah (the intership gal who just come for a week and there I am leaving lol)
Makan Time, from left (Me, Fatehah, Buck, Joanna, Kaiser,Jeremy & Melanie, not in pic(camera man) Alan)
Last look on the reception table that I used to spend time on the computer(the most canggih computer in the company- the reception pc lol)
Last look at the work cubicle
Last look at the main door of J&P, Bye bye
If you notice there is none of my male colleauge taking pics with me, reason they are all big size & that will make me very tiny. Lol Actually all of them are busy with their own work, i jz dont want to disturb them.
It has been about 2 years working at Sentral, it’s kinda sad to leave but I have no choice I got a better offer and more stuff for me to learn I shall say.
The song that I post before Way Back Into Love lingers in my mind since I get out from Kc’s car to the Lrt, to Office and to Puchong when Kc pick me from work & yes I am listening to it now. Haha
Way Back Into LoveGirl
I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on
Boy
I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need them again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind
Both
All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh
Girl
I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's gotta be something for my soul somewhere
Boy
I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions
Both
All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end
Girl
There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation
Both
All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end
I felt so in love now
*All emo credits to Daruma
Labels: Inner thoughts, Lyrics, Song, Video
First let me say this.. This is an emo post if you cant take it please leave as this post is dedicated to me myself and I to help myself realize the tension I am going through.
Sometimes..........
It’s sad if u found out stuff that will hurt you.
You just can’t help it with asking your self why it would be like that
Sometimes you ask..........
Why does it had to be like this
Why every single thing we need to say point blank
Why does it hurt so much?
Why is it so cold?
Why people always used words to make other people happy
Why people just don’t understand
Why do I need to carry such burden on my age?
Why can’t I just be a student without working and taking the dam working stress?
Why why why & why
Why there is so many questions linger in my mind rite now
Why is this why is that
Am asking myself
Why am I like this?
Why do I do this?
Why do I need to fake my happiness?
Why am I so moody?
And I am answering myself
I am like this cos I am what I am, the pressure I am going through myself without support from anyone
I do this just to blurt out what is in my mind, my feeling & what am I going through which I have totally no idea and you're not helping it at all
what is it I fake my happiness is just a way to make myself dun think so much and when people are happy and it would make me happy as well, oh yeah its temporally only :)
I am moody is because my pms is playing games with me that's why I came out with this bl@rdy post partially I don’t understand what is going on with me rite now
I am pretty confused of what I want and what I need rite now at this time
Now...
I need some comfort, a hug
I’m feeling sad, wanted to cry
I’m unhappy and worry of being cheated a.g.a.i.n
I wish that someone understand my situation without me telling what is happening to me just have no words to explain what situation I’m in now
It’s a pretty rubbish post so jZ ignore it and pretend that you didn’t read anything cos my post sux to the max so as my day I guess.
Anyway it’s Monday the 21st April 2008 my last day of working in Sentral. Perhaps that is one of the reason I am emo? No. Lol
Labels: Inner thoughts, Life
I really starting to pack my belongings liao
even there are stuff i already pass to my mum last week hehe
and it was a good news that i would able to have some rest before i start my new job.
bad news i am still not feeling well, flu still there and still headache. I hate my office. lol
i'm leaving soon i guess i'll miss this place for sure.
ge..... 1 hour to go back. slowly wait ba
Labels: Inner thoughts, Life
I am so freaking cold in the office
basicly i havent recover to my fullest yetI am so freaking sleepy
wish i can just stay at home and sleep 
only no need come to work as i come to work to spam forum only.I am so sleepy man. How i wish i could sleep in warm and cozy environment rite now.
Labels: Inner thoughts, Life
Aw yesterday was raining and I hated rain so much now days. Not feeling well moreover the rain make me more sick and worst of all I didn’t bring umbrella. Cannot 
sigh when half way walking to KL Sentral I realize I didn’t bring back my jacket
I am so cold. Finally reach Kelana Jaya still raining. No choice need to get wet cos I need go in da car and his car dun have umbrella 
I’m going vacation after my last day 
cant wait for it ^^
Update later ba…
Labels: Inner thoughts, Life, Vacation
I was suppose to update my blog last week but the internet was down. So those update will be updated later.
I HAVE RESIGN TODAY AND MY LAST DAY IS AT THE 21st OF APRIL 2008
Finally i have place my letter to my manager. YoooHooo ^^
These few weeks i have been busy on my interview and sort.
I have finally found a job at Bangsar and i'm starting next month. Its a sales & administrative job but for starter the wages is not as what i am expected of course. Let's see how it goes.
My working hours is extreamly long Mon - Fri 8.30 till 6.00 and for starter like me would be working half day every Saturday until i get my job function done.
No more rest for me and annual leave only have 8 days :x oh my.
Jo Anna, sorry that i gotta leave you that soon. I hope you will stay and perform your duty well when i'm gone. You are always welcome to give me a call if you don't understand or find out things.
Update when i'm free..
Labels: Apology, Inner thoughts, Life