Friday, December 28, 2007 ; 1:36 PM ♥
1. Do you ever lie about your age?
yes i did :p
2. Do you prefer “sensitive boys”or “tough guys”?
a combination of both is the best oh boy i knoe i am greedy :p
3. Do you prefer blonde or dark haired guys/girls?
i think dark haired guys& gals is much more better
4. Are you currently single?
Not available ;)
5. How many things in your past do you regret?
Hmmm... regret? i take it as a lesson, so next time I will make sure I do my best with no regret(s) but sometime tend to take the wrong step.. sigh~
6. Do you have a best friend?
yes, plenty of them...
7. What do you want to be when you grow up?
am i already grown up? not a girl not yet a women. i knoe my self very well :)
8. Who was the last person you hugged?
opps should i mention who i hug :w
9. Have you ever had your heart broken?
if so, I'm already DEAD.... hahahahahahaha!
literary broke couple of times but hey yea i am still alive :p
10. Have you ever thought about having plastic surgery?
oh yes, perhaps... a boob job? lol cant imagine i am saying it as a joke
muahahahhaha friends is gonna kill me :p
so i state as making it smaller :p
11. Do you like your life?
HMMMMMMMMMM! yes i think i do love it.... =)
12. Do you shop at Macy's?
not me.. went in see see b4 only
perhaps in the future where i shop for my dream home wub
13. Has one of your friends ever stolen a girlfriend from you?
it happens... ALL the time to... everybody!
14. Has one of your friends ever stabbed you in the back?
yea.. many many times.. kinda hate it at first, but i'm over it... =)
15. Do you have more friends that are girls or boys?
lol... didnt count so duno
16. How long have you had friendster?
dun remember
17. Have you ever cheated on someone?
yes i do.. who doesn't? if u dun.. dun tell me u didnt cheat ur parents b4 :w
18. Has anyone ever cheated on you?
sigh~
19. Have you ever slapped a girl in the face?
yes one biatch
20. What is one of your biggest fears?
>< secret ="/">
21. Have you ever skipped a class?
yes and its fun :p
22. Has anyone close to you ever passed away?
yes.. =( sob sob
23. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?
yes... isn't that pathetic? sigh.... i kinda hate myself sometimes too
24. Have you ever been able to get somene out of your head?
no... I wish I could... Hahahahaha!
25. Do you believe in the saying “once a cheater, always a cheater”?
I always believe in that... well, it's all depends on the situation...
26. Have you ever had a good feeling about something and it turned out that you were right?
my 6th sense is pretty strong, my dreams are real believe me or not
27. Do you ever wish you were famous?
sometimes I do, sometimes I don't..
28. Do u ever wish u were a girl?
wish tat i'm a little girl... happy moments of cuz
; 1:16 PM ♥
oh well..
some ppl have been bugging me
asking me sort of question eg.
Question
why i dun buy stuff when i am out with them
and i'll buy when they are not around or i just walk away when they are looking at something and get it all by myself
Answer
i am not used to buy stuff with guys
oh well.. my dad dosent be my side when i go
shopping since kid.. the last time he shop with me
is after not seeing me for 3 years when i was in my early primary school age
after tat no anymore.. i'll ask for money and buy my self as he has totally no time for this girl.
parents divorce.. mum force me to go independent as i am the only one who stay at home
those days kids age 10. do they do their own laundry? do they cook their own food for lunch and dinner? and home chores
oh yea i does life is pretty hard that time..
what does it feel like waking up in da morning found out mum is still on bed and i go school.
oh boy tat was only 6.10 and my school bus is in front of my house.
come back from school at 2 or 3pm cook lunch.. den rest a while go shopping for food
where there is insufficient of groceries in my fridge and freezer. cook for dinner after i come back from my activities at the playground or sports. oh ya.. mum not at home yet.. so finished up homework and head to bed.. thats my life.. spending time all alone.. haha
so now get it why i does or not used doing or buying stuff with u guys oh yea guys..
cos i am not used to it expect a few like Brother Kenny and few more dudes that were real close to me.. gals its ok.. i am fine wit it.. as long as we can get along
going out shopping with bf as well.. it does take times for me to get used to it
sigh~
its not that i dun wan to get stuff in front of u all or try cloths
just sometime i just feel shy
i am not used to it
i dun wan pretend tat i am not
i'm not a good pretender
so i just walk away and get my stuff -alone-
unless i get my confident back :p
hehe wonder who can get raid of my weird habit/low esteem
ehhehehehe
lol.. hope you all get the answer all by ur self
Thursday, December 27, 2007 ; 12:01 AM ♥
felling emo somehow no words to explain
better listen to some emo song and think of other things -.-
a big fat wabbit tat i wish to own
all i can think of is rabbit wabbit lappit pit pit and bit bit
lol gosh i miss my baby :( too bad cannot have rabbit here
still emo here..
currently listening to The Day We Find Love - 911
Isnt the first time, wont be the last time
Dont you worry, I dont mean to make you sad
My tears will soon be over
With your conscience clear for a new life ahead
Dont be sorry, I really need to hear the truth
The only thing Im asking, cause I need you to
Remember me as the only one who sets you free
Maybe time alone will make you see
How deep our love could be
No, its never too late
Chorus:
cause I know this isnt the first time
Wont be the last time
I surrender my soul cause youre always
Keeping me waiting,
Anticipating the day we find love once again
I wont give up while theres a glimmer of a chance
A dream thats never ending
Inviting love and a perfect romance
A burning passion, oh, baby, youre my destiny
But the message Im receiving is youre through with me
But Ill be there even though you tell me you dont care, no, no
How could you forget the times we shared?
Dont throw our love away
You know its never too late
Repeat chorus
Ooh, remember me as the only one who sets you free
Maybe time alone will make you see how deep our love could be
No, its never too late, no, no, no, no
Repeat chorus to fade
by the end of this song tears came out
feeling miserable and mind keep flying around
been like dat since few days already sigh
chaoz
Wednesday, December 26, 2007 ; 5:44 PM ♥
swt~
from 23rd dec to 2nd of Jan
so many ppl birthday :x
wish u all happy birthday
Kelly : happy 18th bday
Joanne: hapy 29th birthday
Ad: happy 5th bday
Kc: happy 24th bday
Daiz : happy 24th bday
Melissa: happy 20th bday
Wei Wei: Happy 19th bday
Darl: happy 26thg bvday
Calvin: happy 22 bday
Sook FUn: happy 25th bday
Amy: happy 27th bday
Kent: happy 32th Bday
Kai Hoe: happy 21st bday
Bobby: happy 13th Bday
Steffie: Happy 20th bday
May all ur wish come true and happy birthday
Tuesday, December 25, 2007 ; 2:34 AM ♥
cant believe a year has pass
my 1st time curl my hair
my 1st time celebrate planned celebrate
christmas with my bf
seems like yesterday
i end up got beaten ,hurt and cry like shit
i got major headace after that incident
talking bout christmas
fireworks seems reminds me bout AG
my christmas present was fireworks
lol
its heartache every time i see fireworks
even in anime lol
everything seems like just happen
being a cry baby out of a sudden
really dosent seems like me
feeling emo and stupid at the same time
my eyes cant open when i type this
sigh
continue the story and edit when i am better
chaozzzz
Sunday, December 23, 2007 ; 2:45 PM ♥
its been a while since i abandon my blog again
this happens fast slow
happy sad
sigh
missing someone is not easy
life's busy
playing around is not fun as itused to be anymore
meet some new friends at gym
as well as some at the net
some who i call as friends
and some i call as time friends
we are friends cos the time we're there
i miss you my dear friend
it has been very long i didnt see you
talk to u, share our sweet secrets
stories and stuff
you are way too far for me.
i dont knoe what exactly i am doing
rite or worng
happy or sad now
sigh
confusion all over me
i am not living in day to day
trying to survive
i am all here waiting , cherishing
chasing my dream
which i knoe its not easy and who knoes
wont come true
gtg for now
time 2 think what i shall update at my other blog
Monday, December 10, 2007 ; 4:27 PM ♥
Gilbert and Jane Wedding
having fun is the most important
after of few years didnt meet of cuz
dinner with family like this think of it
beside CNY we seldom com out for any
dinner occasion. today it brings all our relative
here :)
i was drunk honestly lol
drink so much and it has been a while
i didnt drink like tat, last time i was drunk
is when i still had my boy and he take care of
me after i was drunk @.@ real drunk
yesterday i was drunk and blur as i can say
but not to the extend like what ah boy and ivy is :p
hahahahah i no need ppl carry me la but
what i knoe is i cant control my teeth @.@
haha saw my dear nephew on the stage singing and dancing
as always they are so cute
leave hotel at 12.30 reach homeat 1
now i wonder where is the necklace i wore yesterday
i remember i took it off @.@