Bebee Aichizu Land

Sunday, June 15, 2008 ; 2:24 AM ♥

it has been a while since i update my blog.

i have been johor for 3 weeks, staying at permas working at masai

in 3 weeks time there are plenty of sweet and unpleasant stuff happen.

i meet a great friend, a friendly colleague and a loving housemate when i was in jb her name is Shireen^^

i meet few friend friends when i was there, thanks to Elvis who came 2 johor for work & bring me out even he's busy and tired. intro me to a sweet & friendly guy who always makes me and my dear shireen day after a hectic day.

i also stumble across a few people who offered me jobs.

sometime i wonder did i make a correct choice by rejecting a few job offer that they offered me.

wonder did i make the correct choice for staying by then

based on all the thing they offered me, its better paid, better benefits, allowance, better OT c/w company hostel/ apartment & other benefits.

and why am i so stupid to reject the job, i can assure its a good career thou but i just reject it without thinking much.

i didnt discuss this matter with anyone yet, not even my mum or not even you. LoL
if i did discuss this matter you should have known even way b4 i blog. rite? haha

i should have choose it for my sake of my career but why i dont. i have my own reason why i rejected the few jobs that was offered.

sacrificies needed to be made, and its sad when after someone made it other people jz pin point it without knowing what happened.

i am stupid as i should have jz leave for it. It's over and done but the heartache lives on inside, there is nothing i could do now but to blame myself for the stupidity and naive of myself.

if i could turn back the time i think i would take up the job rather than suffering this all alone and people don't appreciate what actually happened.

i have been told that chances dont always come, must appriciate what is given to you, if u missed it you might never get the same thing again.

Labels: Inner thoughts, Life

[[* Mii __

[[name]]Bebee
[[age]]22
[[b'dae]]12th Feb 1987
[[horoscope]]Aquarius
[[Fav.Colour]]Light blue, Light purple, light pink
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happiness
sweet
laughter
pass my exams with flying colours
New HP
home sweet home
world of our own
Digicam
IPOD 40GB
traveling
my mrRIGHT
Watch[got 1 but from ex bf]
dye n strighten hair[year end, bored with curls]
shopp for stuff i wan
someone will pay for my studies

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cute cute stuff
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jasmin tea
vanilla milk shake
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cute animals
Jay chou
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my sisters
my brothers
my honey/darlingz
marshmallows
hugs n kisses
light blue
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black N white
suprise
sweet talk
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foruming
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liars
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imposters
annoying
perverts
flashers
two-timers
love players
being left out
being lonely
being sad
being moody
being fat
being nag
being bullied
being pressure
being control
being lectured
being force
being hurt
being scold
rice
prawns
taugeh
crying
selfish
hot weather
my sensitive skin
sad
anger

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